Dispair which is profound.

"There is nothing. There is no God and no universe. There is only empty space and in it a lost and homeless and wondering and companionless and indestructive thought. And I am that thought. And God and the unierse and time and life and death andjoy and sorrow and pain are only a grotesque and burtal dream. Evolved from the frantic immagination and that insane thought." - Samuel Clemens