Monday, February 18, 2008
...The idea of being needed and important had been a flippant and fleeting one throughout my short life. After he didn't care, as much, or, as he would like me to believe, could not display because of extramural circumstances. I was left to lead a corybantic search for it in someone else. For your own reference, that never works out, well. Those available to respond in your quest can smell the rank of desperation that you are marinated in. The ones likely to push to the front of the line are not the ones capable or willing to fill the void you seek to stuff.